Salaam.
July first. Today's the first day. Life without Char cannot be described in only one word. But one of the things that it is? Heartbreaking. It's been nearly 24 hours since I've had any word from him, or he from me. Every time I think to text him that single '<3' to make him smile, I can't. When I want to call him and hear his voice to calm my heart, I can't. When I hope to see him because I need to be held, I can't. Our time apart is a mutual decision, but that makes it no less difficult, no easier to bear. I don't want to get into the details of it, but I may need to vent here over the next few weeks.
More later, another time, inshaAllah.
xoxo
July first. Today's the first day. Life without Char cannot be described in only one word. But one of the things that it is? Heartbreaking. It's been nearly 24 hours since I've had any word from him, or he from me. Every time I think to text him that single '<3' to make him smile, I can't. When I want to call him and hear his voice to calm my heart, I can't. When I hope to see him because I need to be held, I can't. Our time apart is a mutual decision, but that makes it no less difficult, no easier to bear. I don't want to get into the details of it, but I may need to vent here over the next few weeks.
More later, another time, inshaAllah.
xoxo
